Friday, February 26, 2010


Leave it to Mav to get the Closeup shot. It doesn't leave much to the imagination, so get an eye full of every glorious curve.

Monday, February 22, 2010

Meg's Growth: Week 5

Previously Week 4 Next Week 6
My ongoing, real-time AP journey to becoming the ultimate muscle woman. Story addition comments take place in real time.

That last note really scared me and I had to put some distance between me and home. I headed west last night and didn't stop until a couple hours later. I ended up in a small town on the outskirts of Yosemite. It's small and desolate except for an old hotel and a WalMart (go figure).

After the long drive, I felt a little better... but not much. I didn't have time to pack anything, so I grabbed a few essentials at WalMart and checked into the hotel. The desk clerk looked a little sleazy and kept watching me. I kind of wanted to find another place but my body was exhausted. The strenuous workout, shock from the note and long drive had finally taken it's toll.

Surprisingly, I slept pretty good and the sun is shining this morning. I opened the curtains to a gorgeous view... and no one around anywhere. I feel safe for the moment and can hopefully figure out my next move.

The first thing I have to do is call in to work. My supervisor won't be happy but I have a few personal days and now seems like a good time to use them.

I also need to keep up with my training and think I saw an old workout room in the hotel. My first week with experimental Myostatin treatments is complete. So far, I've noticed a little extra muscle gain, less fatigue and shorter recovery time. Not sure what all the hype about it is yet.

I have to adjust the dosage so hopefully this week I'll see some real gains. My buddy Greg mentioned humans require 200 times the dosage of a small animal. That's what the samples are formulated for (since human testing is still illegal). I didn't increase it that much but upped it 10x. It will deplete my supply in no time and am worried about ordering again through the company. I fudged files & records the first time and not sure how long I can get away with it. I'm on thin ice with my supervisor anyways.

I need to find a new steady supplier of Myostatin if I want to continue. >>

Monday, February 15, 2010

Meg's Growth: Week 4

Previously Week 3 Next Week 5
My ongoing, real-time AP journey to becoming the ultimate muscle woman. Story addition comments take place in real time.

I had a hot date for Valentine's Day but not the kind you may think.

I was at the gym and pushing the weights pretty hard when he approached me. Angelo has become my adopted Grandfather and always looks out for me, but I've been avoiding him since sleeping in his office the other day. "My Megan" he says in his thick accent. I turn to him, look into his kind eyes and begin to break down. I feel like my life has been an emotional roller coaster the last few weeks. The issues at work, a strange stalker, late nights and constant working out. He comforts me without saying a word and invites me to his place for dinner.

His house has the same feeling as his gym. Simple, old and full of character. That's one of the reasons I go to his gym. It's not flashy and fake like the strip mall chains. They have more programs, fancier equipment and lots of young attractive people, but it feels plastic to me.

He gives me a bowl of the best Goulash I've ever had. "An old family recipe" he tells me with a wink. I begin to pour my heart out to him and don't stop until he's heard my entire life's story. After my second piece of Bukta (I'd never heard of it either), we finish up and I feel better. I give him a big hug and head home. It feels good to have someone that truly cares and listens without judging. The weeks ahead will still be a struggle but it's nice to know someone has my back.

I sip my big mug of coffee and set it next to my keyboard. It's Monday morning and I'm starting out a new week. I feel healthy, both mentally and definitely physically. I'm excited at my new possibilities with the Myostatin blockers and other goodies that came in the package. I open my purse and see the un-opened containers and contemplate when to begin. Should I begin? >>

Sunday, February 14, 2010

My Valentine

Hi everyone & Happy Valentine's Day. Some people say it's a "Hallmark" holiday but how can you be cynical about love. Whether you have someone special or are alone today, remember that love is the most important thing.

All my love,

Monday, February 8, 2010

Meg's Growth: Week 3

Previously Week 2 Next Week 4
My ongoing, real-time AP journey to becoming the ultimate muscle woman. Story addition comments take place in real time.

I feel sooo good this Monday! I got much needed sleep and still managed a few heavy workouts this weekend. My body feels great and super strong. My trainer noticed the changes right away. The developing muscles have taken a firmer, sinewy tone. Also, the exercise has supercharged my metabolism and any body fat seems to be melting away.

I've been thinking more about Myostatin blockers and doing a bit of research. It's not available for human testing yet, but research labs can get authorization for animal testing samples. Good thing I work at a research facility.

Although I've never used my computer skills for personal gain, I think its time to do something for ME. My company doesn't have a need for Myostatin but luckily I can fudge some records, move funds around and order a small shipment. The subroutines are untraceable and Dr. Meg is about to start a new experiment.

The shipment should arrive in a week. In the meantime, I plan to stick to my new rigorous workout routine. >>

Monday, February 1, 2010

Meg's Growth: Week 2

Previously Week 1 Next Week 3
My ongoing, real-time AP journey to becoming the ultimate muscle woman. Story addition comments take place in real time.

Got up early today for an workout. Taking it simple with a light jog to do some cardio. My muscle soreness is gone and am amazed how fast the body recovers, especially my body. I felt completely energized when I returned, showered and got ready for work.

When I arrived and got to my desk, I saw a pink 5 lb dumbell with a note next to my computer. It said "Better luck next time". I heard some laughing from far away and looked towards the sales department. I could see Bill mocking me in "hulk smash" pose. That asshole!

Looks like I'll be hitting the company gym at lunch today and everyday from now on. I might as well ask Angelo if I can rent the back room since all my free time will be there. My goal now is to become stronger than any man... and I will succeed!

We're getting ready for our production meeting so I have to go but will keep you updated. >>